Tuesday, January 1, 2013

new years


 to ring in the new year, i drove out of town to go to a friend's family's new years ball.
three of my favourite people were there, and there was a bonfire, dancing, champagne, and fireworks.


we danced and laughed and drank until 5 am, surrounded by the laughter of loving friends and family. i wish it was always so easy to just let go and be happy. something i have learned is that the truly blissful memories are not the ones in which you held yourself back. they are the ones in which you gave in to the moment. the ones in which you let yourself be. i think i can never be happy unless i get out of my own mind and stop thinking about being happy.